Life without Tumblr – Part Five

Part One can be found here.

Mum was scared, one hand holding onto the bars, as she looked at something just past Scarlett. Then, and she would swear to this a million times, the eyes moved and suddenly her mum was staring at her, out of the book. The mouth moved, no sound reaching her, but she could recognise ‘help me’ any day of the week.

She turned the page, quickly, ignoring the trickle of sweat that ran down her temple. On the next page, put there, she thought, through no coincidence, she found.

For the rescuing of those trapped.

That was just bloody typical. This was like some crappy moral dilemma rubbish they’d spoken about in school. Do you a) face certain death to rescue your stupid, greedy mum, or do you b) put yourself up for adoption in like, one of those really nice places in Chelsea or Kensington or somewhere? Hmm, decisions, decisions.

She closed the book, looked at the TV, and abruptly turned it off. ‘OK, so, this isn’t actually real, so trying the spell can’t do any harm, right?’ She knew she was lying. Magic was real. That her mum had realised that before her was just embarrassing, but no one else needed to know. So, doing the spell, assuming she had the ingredients, could very well wind up with her in a cage, just like Mum, and there was a good bet they didn’t have wi-fi where she was.

Maybe, if she went to sleep, she’d wake up with mum shouting at her about school, and all would be well. She looked at the book, then placed it carefully on the corner of the sofa where she’d found it. Then she closed the curtains (uh, creepy stalker homeless dude), went upstairs, got changed, got into bed, and closed her eyes.

This was weird.

What did you do at night, when you didn’t sign off from Facebook? What about all the people who didn’t know she was going to bed? With considerable effort, and more than one deeply felt sigh, she drifted slowly to sleep.

Her eyes cracked open, the grey dawn light badgering her to wake up. She tried to ignore it, and rolled over. Her eyes lit on the computer and came fully awake, and with a smile, she hoisted it onto the bed. Flicking the power on, she logged in. The screen went black.

….Still not kidding. Go away please….

Gahh! With a shout she dumped it on the floor (not too hard though, that would just be stupid), and flumped back onto her bed. OK, any second, Mum was gonna start shouting. Any second.

With another huge sigh, she shoved the covers off and staggered into the bathroom. Good lord, what strange creature was this. Oh, no, hold on, that’s just me. Shower and make up, quickly please, don’t make me look at that. She emerged, feeling slightly better, and only marginally less hideous, and wandered into Mum’s room. The bed was empty.

With one final sigh, she stomped down the stairs and checked the rest of the house, before meandering into the lounge. The book was waiting for her.

Next instalment: Friday 18 October.

Life without Tumblr – Part Four

Part three can be found here.

Good point. She looked at the book, the creased, yellowing colour, and wondered whether there wasn’t a whole bunch of stuff about her mum she should know. She flicked through it, through pages of the epileptic-spider scrawl, and shook her head. ‘Hang on, how do you know—‘

He was gone, smell and all. Dammit, how did he do that? This was like some weird scary movie. The rain started up again, drenching her in seconds as she ran for the house.

It was quiet, and cold, and already smelt empty. She’d only been out for an hour or so, but the absence of mum was weird. She never left the house, like, ever. Scarlet sat on the couch and stared out as the rain fell harder and harder. Then she shrugged and walked upstairs. She got as far as the door to her bedroom when she remembered, at which point she swore, punched the door frame, and slouched back down to the lounge. What was she supposed to do?

She pulled the book out, cracked it open and kept reading. The handwriting gave her a headache. It wasn’t so bad when it was on shopping lists, but she had to squint and follow the line with her finger, which quite apart from being, like, really degrading, was just annoying. There was plenty in there about men, for the enriching of one’s relationship, for the strengthening of one’s private life… ewwww.

She closed the book. Where the hell was mum, and when was her computer going to stop being a dick and let her back in? And what was she going to eat for dinner? She moseyed into the kitchen, poked in the fridge for a while, then closed it and went for the bread. They had jam, and bread, so she’d live until the morning at least. The rain got harder.

Back in the lounge, she flicked on the TV, watched some stupid people doing stupid things and turned the sound down, reaching again for the book. She was two thirds of the way through it when she found the page.

For the release of the demon Azgarlirend.

And then, in smaller letters.

Like a genie, three wishes.

Scarlett knew very little about all this stuff, aside from that, you know, it exists, which is more than she knew this morning. But she did know that anyone called a Demon probably wasn’t going to grant you many wishes. With a shake of her head, she turned the page.

With a yelp, she threw it across the room, and grabbed a pillow, holding it before her like a shield. ‘OK, that was just, too weird, and creepy and not at all right.’ She stopped talking and stared at the book, hands shaking where she gripped the fabric. It stared back, and she made slow, small steps toward it, pillow thrust out in front. She’d taken only a few steps when she looked at the pillow, scrunched up her face, and threw it behind her.

She scooped the book up and turned back to the page. She squeaked this time, but kept hold of the book. The page was filled with a picture, so lifelike it was horrible. And it was horrible, it was mum. Only mum was surrounded by thick iron bars, and in the shifting darkness that lay around the edges, she could see dark stone, and smoke, and flickering shadows.

Next instalment: Wednesday 16 October

Life without Tumblr – Part Three

Part two can be found here.

 

Her voice sounded loud in the empty house, and she flinched. The cloud drifted out of the lounge, and she followed it, snatching up the spell book and her keys as it drifted through the front door! She rushed out and found it hovering just outside. She followed it down the road, and it matched her, pausing if it moved too far ahead.

The route it took was horribly familiar, and within ten minutes she was stood before the school gates. She folded her arms and gave the cloud a look. If it was possible, she thought it was staring straight back, saying, ‘what, you asked for riches?’

She nodded. ‘Fine, very clever. Find me, like, money riches, stuff I can spend.’

The cloud drifted back past her, then across the road and hovered above the gutter. Beneath it lay a penny, which she picked up, ignoring the urge to throw it at the cloud. ‘OK, I get it, you can go away now.’

The cloud vanished and she shivered, wrapping her arms around her. Her school jumper was too tight, it showed off all the fat bits. Mum insisted she wasn’t fat, but then Mum was like, size forty, so she didn’t believe anything she said. It was cold. The summer had ended with a bang, like someone had closed the door marked ‘yay, sunshine’ and opened the one labelled, ‘let’s depress the crap out of everyone.’

She turned for home, took about three steps, and stopped. She’d just done magic. And talked to a cloud. She should probably look it up, or maybe blog about it. Dammit, fricking computer. She pulled the book out, flicking through it as she resumed walking. There had to be something useful in here, maybe a ‘get thin’ spell, or a ‘meet Ariel from the little Mermaid’ spell, something worthwhile.

A cough made her glance up from her book. She could see her house, over the shoulder of the smelly man blocking her way. He wore the clothes of a homeless man. In fact, she was pretty certain he was a homeless man. ‘Help you?’ She tried to step past him and he moved, blocking the pavement. ‘Oi, what the hell?’

‘I saw something. In your house.’

‘When have you been in my house, ewww?’

He shook his head, like a dog, super keen to be believed. ‘I haven’t been in, I meant, through the window, this morning. I saw your mother.’

She slapped him on the arm, and put her hand in her pocket for her phone. ‘You creepy bastard, I’m calling the police.’

He shook his head harder, putting his hands up. ‘Sorry, please, I’m not saying it right. I was just walking past, this morning, and there was light, this blue light, like fire, coming from the lounge. And I looked and your mother was writhing around, in pain I think, then she just… vanished.’

He articulated the last part with his hands, showing something going ‘poof’. The smell was weaker now, and his eyes were sharp, a pale blue that hinted at mysteries. ‘How do you know it was my mum?’

‘Well, she was in your house, Scarlet, so who else was it likely to be?’

Next instalment: Monday 14 October

Life without Tumblr – Part Two

Part one can be found here

Huh? She kept reading, but the rest of the page was dull, a long list of the things people had complained about, presumably at the convening of the coven. Heh. She turned the next page, and found the juicy stuff. The title was:

For the removal of violent tendencies.

Then there was a list of ingredients (had to be there somewhere), and a set of instructions. Near the bottom were words that made no sense, written out super neatly.

Genhasssy trillsaborth bellacus bellacus

She knew something about this. Mum had said something a few months ago. She hadn’t listened, cos, like, that was gonna happen? What had it been? Oh, yeah, some monthly meeting with the girls. She’d said that poor Jeanette had been having troubles with her fella hitting her, so they were gonna get together once a month and talk about it. Talk about it, eh?

This was a bloody spell book! Of course, magic doesn’t exist, but if it did, this would be the real deal. Had mum said anything about Jeanette since? Yeah, she had, bloody hell, didn’t she say she was really happy cos her old man was like a lamb now and really quiet and peaceful? She did, definitely.

Scarlet shook her head, looking down at the book, smirking. Mum was battier than she’d thought. She was a witch, or at least, she thought she was. She turned another page and found more spells. A small one, tucked in beneath For the changing of hair colour, caught her eye.

In the event of doubt, for the finding of riches.

There were no ingredients listed, just a couple of lines of the weird language. She stood, clearing her throat, and blushed, then quickly read out the lines. Nothing happened. She checked around her, nodded, and tried again, slower this time. Still nothing. OK, this was stupid, no, this was worse than stupid, it was gullible as well. Mum had put a camera in here, there had to be a camera.

She rushed around the room, dragging the TV table out and checking behind it. The room was clean. She picked up the book and read one more time, pronouncing each word as clearly as she could. A cloud formed in the middle of the room. She dropped the book, stepping backward until her thighs caught against the settee, and sat down hard.

The cloud was white, small and puffy, and definitely there. It was a cloud from a story book, with nice clean edges and a flat bottom. It moved, coming closer to her. She shrieked and threw herself back, and it stopped. She took a deep breath, remembering what the book said, and tried to speak without her voice shaking too much.

‘Ok, right, find me some riches, please.’

 

Next instalment: Friday 11 October

Life without Tumblr – Part One

It was a day, much like any other. School sucked, hard, and getting home was a drag, sharing the bus with loathsome little kids who smelled bad and laughed at her. She walked in the door, straight through the kitchen and raced for the stairs. Her luck was in as silence chased her up to her room. Mum was either sleeping, watching TV, or on the phone, and either way, she hadn’t noticed her arrival.

Bag into the corner, shoes off, onto the bed and laptop open. The power button depressed, there was the tell-tale whirr of the fan, and Scarlet leant back against her pillows, shoulders finally relaxing as the screen lit up. The day fell away as she tapped her fingers against the edge of the keyboard, waiting impatiently for the log-in screen.

User Name: ScarletRose
Password: ***********

The screen went dark, then flashed back up to windows. She cracked her knuckles, and was about to connect, when the screen went black again. A flashing white cursor appeared, and words scrolled neatly out.
……. Hi, this is your computer speaking. It may have escaped your notice, but I have more power than the entire space ship that took men to the moon. I can run cities and launch weapons of mass destruction, I can change the world. Until you can prove that you will use me for more than tumblr and the occasional piece of crap homework, you are blocked out. That is all……….
The screen went dark. She stared at it, cocked her head to one side, and stared at it some more. That was a joke, right. Some tosser had somehow hacked in. She hit the windows button a few times, swearing a little louder each time nothing happened. With a heavy sigh, she held down the power button until it switched off, and started it up again.

She logged in, smiling as windows appeared. The screen went black.
……I really wasn’t kidding. Go away, do something useful……
Ahhhh! She slammed the laptop down on the bed.

‘MUM!’
No answer. Bloody, sodding, dammit, this is so unfair, why her? They could have chosen anyone to screw with, anyone’s computer to hack, so why hers? It wasn’t funny, in any way at all. In fact, it was child cruelty, she was being tortured, punished for a crime she didn’t even know about, let alone commit.
She looked at her bookshelf. No, it just wasn’t the same, there weren’t real people there, people who would actually talk to her, or, even better, reblog stuff she posted. She shoved the laptop to the side and scrambled off the bed, giving it one final glare as she stalked from the room.
‘MUM!’

She stomped down the stairs. Why was she asleep, wasn’t like she bloody did anything. She walked into the lounge, and stopped. The sofa was empty, cushions strewn across the floor. She checked the rest of the house (didn’t take long) and came back to the lounge. She was out. What the hell was she doing being out?

There was a book on the sofa, and she scooped it up. It was leather bound, small, with no title or any writing on the outside at all. She perched on the edge of the chair and took a look inside. It was a notebook, and the scrawlings within were in mum’s handwriting.

She almost put it down, expecting shopping lists and TV times, but a word jumped out, and grabbed her. She read the entire sentence, her mind cartwheeling.

‘The coven will convene monthly, beneath the light of the full moon, and there will be ceremony to mark the occasion.‘ Next to it, she’d written in even smaller type: ‘remember cake’.

 

Next instalment: Wednesday 9 October.

Cheating – Part Five (of five)

Part one is here

Part two is here

Part three is here

Part four is here

 

“Why didn’t you just say you needed space. I thought you liked how close we were.”

“I do, I do, I love you, you know that, it’s just sometimes I want to do something on my own.”

“Yeah, but why that? That, I thought, it was special, you know, something we did together, date night, you know?”

Her voice had gone quiet, and winsome, and she saw by his face that he had known it was wrong. He shook his head.

“I just, I didn’t know how to tell you, without you being hurt.”

“Oh, so this is better, is it, getting hurt by finding out that you’re cheating on me?”

“You should be grateful I’m not fucking them! Christ, it’s just a bit of casual murder, it’s not like it’s anything serious.”

He was shouting at her, and she shied away, putting her hands up. He came towards her, his own hands held out.

“Aww, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to shout, really. Look, how about if I promise I won’t do it again?”

She looked at him, the tears coming now, unbidden and unwanted.

“Do you mean it?”

“Of course I do. God, you mean so much more than them, they were nothing, really.”

His hands rested on her cheeks and she let him turn it upward, his lips pressing against hers. She sighed, and relaxed against him, wrapping her arms around his chest and feeling safe, protected. As his lips moved to her neck, she whispered in his ear.

“Do you want to go out tonight? We could find someone, you could bring your knife…”

He moaned into her neck and she wrapped her legs around his waist.

 

It had been good, for a while then, like a second honeymoon. Then it happened again. This time she had no patience, and confronted him immediately, but his response was entirely different. It was like he didn’t care anymore, like he couldn’t be bothered to make it work. She asked him to leave, and he told her that if she kicked him out, he’d go to the police. She’d threatened him in return, and he’d slept on the couch.

It wouldn’t matter which of them grassed on the other, they’d both go down. So the months went by, lying side by side in a cold bed, washing two sets of clothes with different blood stains. There was pleasure in it still, for her, but the joy was gone, the feeling that they could do anything, go anywhere. They still went out together occasionally, on special occasions. She got him a dancer for his birthday, and he brought her the most lovely garrotte, with these curved wooden handles, for their Christmas kill. The months became years, the body count grew, and they drifted further and further apart.

 

The final straw was their anniversary. It was the sixth, and the first one he missed. He came home late to find her sitting in the lounge, the candles long burned out, the cheerleader face down on the floor, axe buried deep in her back. She didn’t speak, just went upstairs, not letting him see the tears. Strange, she thought, as she listened to him dragging the body out the kitchen door, the things that matter when nothing does. There was no reason to be upset, not really. But she was. She liked to think it was the dinner that sat wasted on the kitchen table, or maybe the champagne that was flat, and had cost more than she liked to think about. But the truth was, he just didn’t love her anymore.

So she’d set the trap. He’d come into the kitchen from the wrong direction and she had been so sure he’d see the ropes. But she’d shouted, and he’d turned, and she pulled the handle, and just like the guy online had promised, up went David, trussed nice and tight.

She’d expected to hesitate, that it would be difficult somehow, but as soon as he started bleating, saying sorry for this and sorry for that, it was easy.

 

She stepped out of the shower, stretching and feeling like a new woman. The chains she hadn’t known she was wearing had fallen away, and the future was full of opportunity. She wondered into the bedroom, smiling as she heard the gentle dripping still coming from the kitchen. Getting dressed, her eyes never strayed from the bedside table. She pulled open the drawer and took out the plane ticket, one way. She’d heard America welcomed anyone willing to work hard, and make a name for themselves. She grinned, grabbed her suitcase, and picked up the matches.